So many things have happened that I still can't believe that it is only June. 6 months into 2009. Yes, only 6 months?!!!
I've found new friends... including a few really great ones who helped me through the drama I've had to go through (see 2nd paragraph below this one). You people have helped to keep me sane and stopped me from going majorly bonkers or feeling helplessly shattered. Thanks for making me laugh and for showing me other perspectives when I needed it. Though I'm not sure why it does feel that as the dust is settling, some of us are drifting apart... perhaps you were just passing by to help me move on through a phase in my Journey. I'm kinda sad about this drifting thing but nevertheless I'm grateful that I knew you.
Not to forget are the people who will always make me feel a lot more anchored even when I'm not. These are the people whom I may not see for weeks or months or even years and yet we can talk to one another as though we have never been apart during our little gatherings. They are the same people whom I've known since school/college days. (Totally unrelated but I'm proud to say that we've successfully kept in touch... and that there are people who envy that little fact that we are still in touch after all these years!!)
Now to the drama part. I've been wrongly accused of being something/someone I am NOT by a frankly Super-Psycho-Delusional-Person. I've been stalked by same SPDP whenever tension breaks yet another high-strung thread in her weird mind... that has the unfailing ability to churn up yet another fictional bad soap opera-worthy story angle... and harass me whenever they pop-up in her pea-brain.
I've also found out that a certain person who claims to be a friend has absolutely no ability for remorse because he is too stupid to understand that what he says will have a cause and effect on other people... even when the fact is pointed out bluntly to his face. Loser. Moron. Nitwit. May Karma deal with you for the trouble that you have caused.
Bitter. Sweet. In. 6. Months.